I'm back!

After much deliberation I decided to drop my Access to Midwifery course and stay at home...  I just spent so much time stressing over how to cope with everything, and then university applications and needing to find work that it was causing me to seriously lose sleep and be cranky with my family.

So I have dropped it, and informed the college I will not be doing it any more.  And I'm going to focus more on my house, my family and getting a small beauty and holistic therapies business off the ground.  Over the last few weeks I've really let my house slip into complete and utter chaos because I was focussing on college so much.  My kids are lacking discipline, my house is a complete horror, I have had a constant headache for about 4 weeks now and have been bickering with my Husband so much that it escalated into a full fight a few days ago and nearly resulted in the end of nearly 10 years of marriage.

Everyone seems to be under the impression that I have been forced to let go of my dreams, but I just don't feel/think that way.  Nobody asked me to drop college, in-fact they either tried to persuade me to go or they told me to do as I pleased...  I made the decision 100% for myself, by myself.  And I'm very happy with it.

So I'm back!  And will be updating here regularly as per "normal"! :)